Bare Necessities

I haven't felt very in tune with God lately. I't isn't depressing, because I know he is there... just kinda bleh. Today I was constantly being reminded of the beautiful things he made, and continues to make; such as, children : ), pretty sunsets, good friends, running vehicles, and yummy food. It seems pretty ironic to me when I realize these great blessings, yet I don't feel in tune with God. It just doesn't really make sense I guess. I don't think this is bad, just a season of feeling thankful, but not having everything together..?

This whole college business is really starting to make me thing outside of the box.... darnit. I'm not a big fan of change. I would be content with the same people, same scene, same life, for a very long long long long time. Then, I go to college... constant change! New information, new people, new professors. 

For the past ten years I would like nothing more than becoming a Kindergarten teacher. Now, I am not so sure. The idea still sounds awesome. I taught preschool for a while, and I loved it... Then I started taking Psychology classes.... darnit. My brain is growing and growing (That is a metaphor-I know if my brain was growing then I would die from all of the pressure on my brain since my skull won't expand). 

I am fervently learning in my Biological Psychology class about the brain, the body, and how they connect. I am hooked. This is the most interesting subject I have learned about it the past... well 20 years! 

Anyway, back to not being in tune with God. I do not feel frustrated with God because of my career change. More so, I feel frustrated with myself that I can't explore and enjoy change more willingly. Maybe the frustration I feel with myself is creating this un-tune communication with God. Maybe I just think too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow is back to work. So long spring break, you were fantastic! It will be nice getting back into routine... I won't have time to think so much, plus I won't have time to imagine stupid scenarios that won't ever happen, which I do a lot (refer to Liann's blog).

I want to be like Baloo (in some ways). Look for the bare necessities and have no worries!