Still Some Rage

Just a little venting.

Tonight I'm feeling a little perplexed and hurt. I don't understand how my own flesh and blood can bash me online, in a not-so-vague way, while proclaiming to love and want to know God better. It seems like the more persistent I am with attempting to show my love, I am appreciated only to my face, while being trashed behind my back. I didn't think that sharing my thoughts and feelings with anyone gave them a ticket to publicly criticize things I've said. It seems as though my friends are able to tell me personally their thoughts or disagreements with my beliefs and feelings. I hope I do not come off as a person who is not willing to hear anyone else's opinions or their disagreements with me.

I guess I have learned my lesson!! SHEESH.

On a happier note, it has been a good Thanksgiving break, complete with snow and all : ) I am very excited for the upcoming holiday...Christmas!! I have been listening to 99.9 which is featuring Christmas music now-YAY!

I have been very thankful for all of the people in my life. I am very fortunate to have people helping me in times of crisis and people to share my wonderful life. I had a mental breakdown the other day when I made a silly mistake and lost a ton of data from my ongoing research project. I thought there would be no way I would make the deadline to submit the data to APA, in order to present the research at the conference this summer. I was uplifted by my friends who dropped their families and duties to help me find the data, make up for the loss, and make the process go quicker. I am so lucky... you do not even know.

In addition to such good news, I was able to spend a day at Disneyland with my wonderful pals. It was a great way to end a hectic couple of days and begin Thanksgiving vacation.

A sunny day at Disneyland was followed by some good eatin' with my giant mexican familia. What a great dinner, great company, and fun times we had together.

Of course a homework day was to follow. Then some snow!

Today was the first snow of the season! I had been wondering, just this past week actually, when we would have snow... I was answered this morning when I awoke suddenly at 3AM this morning to hail pounding down on my roof. Boy was I thankful to have a roof... that hail was angry! Then I awoke a few hours later to a beautiful snowy day, complete with a fire -in the fireplace... thank goodness.

Last, but not least, my roomie introduced my to the movie, It's a Wonderful Life. I loved it!!

One day of vacation left...